Gabriel Macias was 15 years old when he joined the hate group RV Saltshakers. Years later, Macias regrets his time with the group.
By Brad Smith
JACKSON CO.,
Ore – Gabriel Macias has regrets about his time with the Southern Oregon hate
group, the RV Saltshakers – and he hopes that others will avoid the mistakes he
made.
“Don’t
join them. Stay the hell away from them,
that’s my advice,” he said. “Just stay away from them.”
Macias is
a native Oregonian, growing up in Medford and the surrounding area. His father
was a “habitual criminal” and Macias was a foster child for a number of years.
He’d spent a long time with a foster family who were very conservative
Christians. That upbringing left an impact on him and by the time he started
living with his grandmother, he was “very religious.”
However, Macias
said the absence of a father figure or any strong support system bothered him.
“I guess,
in a way, that’s how I fell in with the Saltshakers,” he said.
In 2015,
Macias saw the Saltshakers protesting and he decided to check it out.
“It was in
the fall. That’s when it happened,” he said. “I was at the Ashland High School
and one day, right across the street, I saw these people – they had signs,
megaphones, they were chanting. I was curious, very curious. So, I went over to
talk to them.”
That’s
when Macias first met Jon Clement, the Saltshakers’ leader, and Mason
Goodknight of the Community Outreach Evangelism or CORE, based out of Roseburg.
Both men took an interest in him.
“They were
very friendly, welcoming,” he said. “They asked me a lot questions, they
started talking to me about God, Jesus, things like that. They seemed like they
wanted to be my friends.”
And,
Macias said, that is part of the trap.
“Many in
the Saltshakers, especially Clement and senior members, are predatory,” he
said. “I mean, they find your weaknesses and target them, that’s how they get your
guard down and get you to join. They knew I didn’t have a strong support system,
they knew my father wasn’t a part of my life. Clement and Goodknight, along
with the others, acted like they were more than friends, like surrogate family
members.”
Macias
said he wasn’t the only one targeted that way.
“There
were other kids they did the same thing too,” he said. “And adults who were targeted
because they didn’t have much of family themselves. They were lonely and felt a
need to be wanted, liked. Saltshakers filled that void for them.”
Clement,
Goodknight and others in the Saltshakers/CORE group were “aggressive,” using megaphones
to scream at people and provoking others to argue. Macias watched as women
walked up to a Planned Parenthood clinic and “were swarmed by Saltshakers who yelled
and screamed at them.” Saltshakers would also follow women down the street,
waving signs and picture of aborted fetuses in their face.
“It was
all very intense and very intrusive,” he said. “Looking back at it now, it was
wrong and sickening. How can you treat people like that?”
Clement
has been vocal about Saltshaker tactics over the years. In interviews, he
admitted that intimidation was a “valuable tool.”
“It’s how
we get our message across and let others know that we’ll never back down,” he
said.
To the
Saltshakers, what they perceive as “God’s law” overrules actual laws.
“Rules and regulations mean nothing to them,” Macias said. “They’ll push
everything to the limit, just enough to get their message across. Now, when I
was with them, they never talked about doing anything violent. It was just
getting in people’s faces, yelling, screaming, harassing. Things like that.”
What
bothered Macias the most was how Saltshakers “weaponized their kids.”
“Parents
would bring their kids to these protests and it was very disturbing,” he said. “Kids
would be holding these signs and pictures, saying things they didn’t understand
– it was wrong. It bordered on child abuse; I feel. And, then they exposed other
kids to those awful pictures and they felt it was the right thing to do.
“It was
sickening.”
Macias said
he went to an SOU Raiders game and passed out religious tracts. When the Saltshakers
went to the 2016 Boatnik event in Grants Pass, he was there.
“I was like
the dutiful soldier,” he said. “I went along and did my duty and received the
praise and attention I felt I needed. Again, that void needed to be filled and
the Saltshakers did just that.”
Meantime,
Macias was also dealing with another secret: Being a closeted gay teen.
“Looking
back at it, that was a big thing,” he said. “I was living this double life and
we know how that will eventually tear people apart. I thought I could fill this
void by being with the Saltshakers and it didn’t last long. I wasn’t being
myself, I was not a nice person. I lashed out at my grandmother and others
close to me. I didn’t like who I was.”
A year
after being with the Saltshakers, Macias said he knew things had to change.
“It was time
to come out, to come clean with myself and everyone else,” he said. “I had to
do it before I imploded. So, I posted everything on Facebook. It felt good but
there was a backlash from the Saltshakers.”
Some Saltshakers
told Macias that he needed to repent or he would “burn in hell.”
“People I
thought who were my friends said that I was a horrible sinner and some even
called me ‘Judas,’” he said. “See, in their view, Jesus is all about hellfire,
damnation and brimstone. A vengeful wrath of judgment and it just went against
everything I believed in. There’s no love or mercy. It’s all about hellfire and
damnation.”
Macias
eventually relocated to Eugene and “basically started over.” He then ended up
in southern California and found love. Now, he and his husband have been
getting through 2020 like everyone else – and are happy, despite the social
upheavals of a pandemic and a volatile election year.
“We visited
family in Oregon earlier this year,” he said. “All in all, life’s good. We’re
getting ready for the holidays and hoping for a better 2021. I think everyone
is.”
Macias heard
of people taking a stand against the Saltshakers and their allies. He decided
it was time to speak out.
“What they’re
doing is horrible and disgusting,” he said. “It did things to me and it’s traumatized
me. I’m working it out and I hope other people will hear my story, leave the
group and get help. Toxic hate and bigotry are the Saltshakers’ message. It has
nothing to do with love. It has nothing to with Jesus or what he taught us. The
Saltshakers aren’t Christians. They’re about hate. That’s what people need to
know. But I also know that you can walk away, forgive yourself and put that
hate behind you. That’s what I did. Others can do it as well.”
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